Confused and happy outburst [happyrant]

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Confused and happy outburst [happyrant]

Post by Hirundo Bos on Sun Dec 06, 2015 9:18 pm

Someone somewhere online just told me how I made her horny. And I replied. I mean, I replied awkwardly, maybe not comprehensibly, and didn't understand a lot when she replied back. But what I didn't do was panic and not reply at all, or answer with some digital equivalent of looking behind me just in case she was talking to someone else. And this is not the only thing...

in the space of a week and a day, I've
- asked someone whose personality I enjoyed if she'd like to go for a cup of coffee
- initiated a number of conversations on Tinder, three of which consist of more than two back-and-forths
- when someone asked me what I was searching for, answered I was ultimately hoping for something physical
- asked one of the people if she wanted to meet up, and she said yes, when she gets home from vacation
- asked an OLD acquaintance who's currently going through some stuff if she wants me to keep taking the initiative to meet
- asked someone I've been crushing on for a while if she wanted to go out on a date!!!
- received some DM emotional support from someone I know online, and emotionally supported them in return
- shouted out on Twitter when I had a self image chrisis, and gotten lots and lots of love in return

Oh yeah, and the pass at someone I kind of made on a meetup some days before this, who responded by listing the quite good reasons why we'd make a quite poor couple. That was the turning point for all of this I think. (she's the one who said I made her horny today)

It's as if all the things, ALL the social and relational things that's been out of reach for so long is suddenly falling in my lap, all at once, and it's scary and confusing and also great, and I'm so hoping it's not just a temporary thing.

I think I'm at least four of these at the moment.
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Re: Confused and happy outburst [happyrant]

Post by kath on Mon Dec 07, 2015 12:53 am

yaaaay!
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Re: Confused and happy outburst [happyrant]

Post by Hirundo Bos on Mon Dec 07, 2015 9:19 am

Yes, pretty much yaay Smile
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Re: Confused and happy outburst [happyrant]

Post by reboot on Mon Dec 07, 2015 9:27 am

Adding a yay. Those are some impressive accomplishments, Hirundo
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Re: Confused and happy outburst [happyrant]

Post by eselle28 on Mon Dec 07, 2015 4:28 pm

Congrats!
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Re: Confused and happy outburst [happyrant]

Post by Bumble on Mon Dec 07, 2015 5:28 pm

osm dood

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