Re: Eating, self-image and coping mechanisms (split from Privilege and Guilt)

[Enail]

That sounds like a huge pain, good job getting it done!

[Aggrax]

Well, I finally used the syringes for my meal insulin today, which is incidentally the first time I've used the meal time insulin in quite some time. The process was a lot less painful(in the physical and more esoteric sense) that I imagined, which is probably the norm for most things. I have a vivid and vindictive imagination.

Not sure if it's related, but I felt kind of light headed for a bit afterwards. Seems to be going away though.

Edit: Well, I've had these things for two weeks now and have used them a grand total of 4 times. Most days I don't take any medicine at all. I don't feel like there's a point to it, or to any of the doctor visits. There is no point, no purpose or reason to anything. I don't have any talents or skills, no way to contribute anything of value to the world. I'm just a sack of fat killing time until I die.