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Post by Glides on Wed Jul 17, 2019 10:39 pm

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Post by Enail on Wed Jul 17, 2019 10:47 pm

Dude. You want to talk about it?
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Post by Glides on Wed Jul 17, 2019 10:59 pm

Enail wrote:Dude. You want to talk about it?

this is vintage me, isn't it?

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Post by Enail on Wed Jul 17, 2019 11:29 pm

I think this is a new one. Are you aspiring to vintage you?
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Post by Glides on Thu Jul 18, 2019 12:44 am

Enail wrote:I think this is a new one. Are you aspiring to vintage you?

Not intentionally. Jerkbrain really trying its best though.

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Post by Enail on Thu Jul 18, 2019 12:52 am

Something particular making things bad rn, or just having a rough night?
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Post by Glides on Thu Jul 18, 2019 12:39 pm

Enail wrote:Something particular making things bad rn, or just having a rough night?

1. not hearing anything back after the second round of interviews

2. alienating and pushing away all of my remaining friends at once

3. near constant flashing back to previous abusive relationship which people haven't been very sensitive about

4. everything else

that about covers it.

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Post by Enail on Thu Jul 18, 2019 1:17 pm

Ugh, that sounds pretty awful. I hope things feel better soon and the flashbacks cut it out. Try to remember that job-hunting is just a thing that's hard, it's not a failing on your part. What happened with your friends, or is it just that you've been disconnected?
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Post by Glides on Thu Jul 18, 2019 9:40 pm

i don't know how to know if i've been rejected or accepted. i've been avoiding everyone because i'm terrified they all hate me. i backed out of a trip i was supposed to go on. i'm having one major panic attack a day. i'm just so exhausted.

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Post by Enail on Thu Jul 18, 2019 9:52 pm

They probably don't hate you. Take it easy, and reach out to them when you can, even if it's just a "hi" or a funny link.
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Post by Glides on Fri Jul 19, 2019 1:25 pm

I tried texting a couple of them and no response.

I don't know how to find a therapist. Last time I called the first number I saw on Google and then I tolerated CBT for four years and it did nothing. I don't know what to do. I just keep being told "get therapy" as if it's so simple by neurotypicals.

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Post by Glides on Fri Jul 19, 2019 1:26 pm

i think this might be the worst off i've ever been mentally. people think it's cute when you're 17 but when you're 24 they just scoff and sneer.

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Post by Enail on Fri Jul 19, 2019 2:27 pm

Here's some places to look for queer-friendly therapists.


Here's a link of suggestions for finding low-cost mental health care for options if you can't find anyone from the LGBTQ+ lists that's affordable (though still do be sure to ask about their queer-friendliness).

Here's some advice on evaluating a therapist for a good fit.
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